Tomorrow's future for me

I am kinda angry with me. I can actually see my tomorrow before I go to sleep tonight. And it's completely non-productive and full of compulsive jobs. Theoratically, I know what I need to do or what I should do, but practically it's tough to do what you really need to do and what you don't need to do. I remember my guru's words "Win over your mind and win over the world". Ofcourse, to win over the mind, I need to be present and move away from those noisy thoughts. "The power of NOW" talks all about it. Well I've got NEWS. "The power of NOW" which should be the means to get away with those noisy thoughts and to actually do what I need to do, it turns out to be the escape for it. Bull shit.

Anyway, damn it.