Exams:=Not so afraid of, Not so important

Although, it is lunatic to talk like this after so many years spending in school and uni giving exams, getting merits etc. But this is weird in me. Apart from all other work, whether it is project, assignment or something household work or anything other than exams, I have seen my self working willingly and I really want to do that. But when it comes to exams, really I get my self diverted to hell lot many other things. It takes extra effort to concentrate on keep telling my self to read and get ready for exam. In general, I have never been excited about exams. I know I am not afraid of them, but its just I don't want to keep reading and reading and reading and reading having that in my mind, I have EXAM.

May be that case is, I have an impression that if you have exam, keep reading like you are mugging up everything, keep reading like you are reading it first time and don't want to miss a single word out of it. It's just stupid. Why can't I just go and sit in Exam without much preparation and enough confidence? Because its exam.. yuhu, that's funny. But yeah, its like unless I read everthing before exam, I am not being confident. But I am really tired to reading the stuff again and again. I have done my assignments properly and on time meeting all the specs and stuff.

May be I'll leave it as it is. Because it is what it is. May be the reason I am writing this is because, I haven't started reading properly for my exams which starts after one day, that is on saturday. On top of that, I saw Bridget Jone's Diary: The Edge of Reason just before writing this. And most importantly, I was planning to go to cinema and watch 'Mr. & Mrs. Smith'; which I avoided convincing my self the importance of exam. But I already planned that on Saturday night, right after my first exam finish.

I don't know. Just ignore it. I just want to pass exams. Because I just want to. I'd rather goto sleep now. I'll probably go to some library tomorrow afternoon and read something. It should be just fine. Nighty ;)